Bill looked up at the older woman who smiled and held his cold drink in a glass out to him.

He smiled and said a quick ‘Thank you’ and took his drink, leaning back and taking a sip of cold liquid as the plane flew farther and farther away from american land and closer to his home in Germany…

he sighed and looked down out the window at the miles of ocean. Smiling excitedly as the private flight made its way over miles of ocean that seemed to last forever in his view out his window. He couldn’t wait to see his twin brother and their closest friends.

A bird flew below the plane…

Bill’s soft brown eyes decorated with black liner, watched as it flew away, migrating wherever it was destined to go. He wondered if the bird was flying home to a Twin brother and some friends too.. lonely and sad wanting what little company he could handle compared to thousands of thousands of rabid fangirl birds who wanted to stick him in a birdcage and nestsome eggs with him….

A glance at his drink and a shake of his head made him laugh quietly to himself… why the hell would a bird live such a lifestyle?… maybe that birds twin was a womanizer too? phht, hahahahaha!!!

He layed his head back and continued his gaze out the window… long elegantly manicured fingers tapping against his glass…. He was heading home from a small trip to Los Angeles.. enjoying some of the nightlife there… at least till he realized nightlife ment drunk dry humping to music, which he left immediately with a blush plastered on his face, deciding to shop and then go home to work on practicing for more tours rather than suffer such fates of those rabid drunks….

As Bill looked at the ocean that rushed by as the plane flew home, he started singing 1000 Oceans in his head… fitting right?… the soft melody playing in his mind like a lullaby and soon his shaded eyelids started feelign heavy. sleep consumed him no sooner, leaving him dreaming about home and how soon they were going to be able to work on creating more music….

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“Tom!!! Tooooomi!!!! Where is he?… maybe they’re already working without me? awww… i love them so much.. they work so hard on our music so we can get ahea—”

Bill rounded the corner that lead to the living room of his house…. his German laced words stopped in an instant…. his eye twitching slightly at the sight before him…

Tom layed sprawled out shirtless and in his boxers across the couch, accompanied by at least 4 differerent women.. maybe a 5th one hidden behind all the hair extentions and fake nails… asleep and surrounded by beer cans and vodka bottles…

The disgust rose in Bill’s throat, making him ready to scream, till he looked to his left into the kitchen where Gustav was laying on the floor with his head in the open fridge with half a sandwhich smushed against his chubby face, mustard coating his glasses as he snored away….

Bill felt his stress levels start maxing out till he looked to his right where the door that lead to the bathroom was open, revealing a tuckered out georg sleeping while cuddling a toilet seat….. snoring louder than the others and mumbling incoherant babble out in the open as he snuggled close to the base of the toilet……

Bill felt his hands shaking as his little happy moment of thinking his brother was actually working while he was gone like he asked him to vanished in a puff of smoke and alcohol induced idiocy…

Bill cracked his knuckles and cleared his throat….

“….. TOMAS FUCKING KAULITZ! YOU WAKE YOUR SORRY ASS UP RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

A loud thud was heard as Gustav and Georg in unison bashed their head on their respective appliances. The toilet for Georg and the fridge shelf for Gusti…

all the females jumped up with a start,screaming and freaking out like lost idiots as Tom jumped up and almost lost his boxers… tripping over a blonde chick laying on the floor under her friends, making the guitarist lurch forward and flip over the coffee table screaming in shock, bottles and cans flying everywhere as he rolled and landed on his face….

Bill looked at his three friends and hit his palm to his face….

Welcome home Bill…. Welcome home….

Bill coming home

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Created as a collaboration between World Wildlife Fund (WWF), Ben Lee and Leo Burnett, “Space Chimp” carries a message about our planet, and features Ben Lee’s track, “Song for the Divine Mother of the Universe”.

Love

Alma

“Muse“

“-Click-

-Click click-

-Turn your face upwards a little please… no… back a littl-stop! there… perfect..

-Click.. click -

Bill’s eyes looked into the camera.. an emotion of hard lust glazed over his eyes.. his pierced eyebrow cocked slightly up as he glared almost into the camera.. the man behind the camera snapping shots quickly.. not wanting to miss a minute of his muse…

Bill shifted his face in a different direction..

Bill Kaulitz- Stern Magazine- Feb 2010

He looked into the black lens of the expensive quality camera.. the light glistening off his eyes and making his look almost ethereal.. adjusting his body with every shot so there were variety of shots to choose from…

-Ok Bill.. I’m out of film. take a break while I set up.

The photographer walked away.. Bill sat and grabbed his waterbottle.. taking a deep sip from it and sighing.. they had been there since morning.. he had nothing to look forward to but more shots then a ride to the hotel… which would be surrounded by more cameras… and then they had an interview… infront of a camera…

…and then back to the hotel…where more camera’s were sure to follow him…

How he didnt hate the damned contraption that stole bits and moments of his life from him and sent it worldwide was beyond him. He was indeed tired of the constant flashing. The constant insecurity… the fear of never seeing privacy again…

But it was a deed he had lived with for years now. His heart clenching at the lack of peace and quiet in his life, his mind swirling with the confusion and flashing lights of cameras in his head, trying to single out a single face from all the mess.. Noone stood out to him, there were too many.

Bill opened his eyes and felt the flash of the camera hit his eyes,  flinching from it as the photographer tested his film.

- Ok Bill.. ready?- Bill nodded and sat on the stool again. He tried thinking up a pose,  anything that hadn’t been used infront of all those cameras that caught his every movement. He reached his hands up and held his hands around his throat, delicate, yet firm, a simple pose that the photographer liked and snapped pics of… a doll for the camera. He loathed it… yet at the same time…

… he lived for it.”

Dr. Lecras – 7 Mar 2010- Islas Maldivos

Bill Kaulitz- Feb 2010

[All the picts are dowmnoaded from fandom websites ^_^- no copiright infringtment intended...]

Love!!!

Alma

Devilish - Around 2002?

“WOO! Go Tom!! Go Bill!!! wait who are the other two boys? ah!.. ok!.. GO GUSTAV!!! YAY GEORG!

Bill looked out into the big crowd in the club… his young little heart pounding slightly as his nerves set in.., eyes glancing around.. there must have been at least 30 people there to watch them!!!

He was waiting for Gustav’s cue on the drums.. Georg flanked his left.. bass in hands.. Tom of course to his right.. a bandana pulling his short blonde dreads back out of his face; their stepfather’s guitar in his hands ready to play.

clack

clack

clack

clack

Bill opened his mouth.. and the lyrics to “Jung Und Nicht Mehr Jugendfrei” started pouring out of his young mouth…. love swelling with each word…

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Tokio Hotel - 2009

“TOKIO -TEL!!! TOKIO -TEL! TOKIO -TEL!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!”

Bill looked out into the audience… a rush going through his body as he held the mic close to his lips.. the music beginning, and the fans screaming… his heart pounding… the large 15 thousand person audience all screaming and waiting for him to sing.. he smiled, the screams getting louder as he did so… Gustav cue’d the drums,…

clack

clack

clack

clack

Tom starting his work on the guitar to Bill’s right.. Georg in time to his left on his bass….

Bill closed his eyes and sighed slightly.. opening his eyes and seeing that small pub they sang in as children… looking at all the fans they gained in the years they’ve been together.. Bill opened his mouth…

the lyrics to “World Behind My Wall” rolling off his lips…. love pouring into every word…

The End

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Dr. Lecras – 25 Feb 2010 – Islas Maldivos

Bill Kaulitz and Georg Listing - 22 Feb 2010

Tom Kaulitz - 22 feb 2010

Gustav Schäfer - 22 feb 2010

Bill Kaulitz - 23 Feb 2010

“BILL!!! TOMMM!!!! LOOK THIS WAY!! OH MY GOD GEORGGG!!! GUSTAV PLEASE!!!! SAY MY NAME!!! LOOK AT ME!!! SIGN THIS PICTUREEEE!!

Tom followed Bill to sit in the darkly tinted van.. Georg and Gustav sitting in the backseats laughing as Bill nearly flattened his fauxhawk while jumping his long legged self into the vehicle, Tom laughing with them as Bill rolled his eyes and straightened himself right.. making sure no damage came to his ttall hair as the girls swarmed around their van.

- Close call on that one, eh Bill?- Georg grinned as Bill flicked his middle finger up at him… putting his bag on the floor and sighing as he tossed the marker he had tried signing autographs with at georg’s face.

- Oh shut up you hobbit…- Bill said as Georg laughed…

- It’s not his fault he’s not as flexible as me Georg… poor clumsy freakishly tall thing you…-  Tom said casually, grinning at his little brother. … Bill raising a peirced eyebrow in his direction ans scoffing..

- Whatever you pig.. keep talking while I humor you before the show tonight…- Bill said sticking his tongue out, flashing a metal stud.

Tom and Bill Kaulitz - 2010

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Dr. Lecras – 25 FEb 2010 - Islas Maldivos

Tom, Georg, Bill and Gustav - Dic 2009 (España)

Cheers

Alma

PS: The picts anre downloaded from fandom websites ^_^

“-Hey.. Tomi?

Tom looked up at his brother… he had been working on his homework from that damned school he hated so much, when Bill quietly interrupted him…

-Ja Bill?- Tom asked raising an eyebrow.

His twin sat down.. in his hand was their stepdads microphone.. it was a simple plain microphone.. he didnt have it hooked up or anything.

-Tom… We should start a real band…- Bill said looking up at him smiling brightly..

Tom raised both his eyebrows and shrugged his shoulders..

-Should we?.. I mean.. I don’t know.. Just us?…- Bill shrugged his shoulders..

-No! remember those guys we met when we did that gig? i forget.. Gustav and Georg? right?.. we can have them join.. but what do you think?- Bill said looking at the mic in his hands.

He had used it the night before when they did a small show for family and a few friends.. there they had met two older boys.. not much older than the twins.. but still…

-I dunno… it sounds fun.. but what happens if we dont get noticed?- Tom asked closing his textbook and looking at his brother curiously… reading all the emotions on Bill’s face, easily..

-Who cares?… Tom I just wanna sing.. I dont know.. something tells me it’s what I want to do.. When i get up there.. all the adrenaline.. the rush of being infront of those people… it’s so cool!.. you cant tell me you dont enjoy that rush when you play the guitar!- Bill said sternly looking into his dread headed twin’s identical face…

Tom shrugged and bit his lip peircing as he thought about it.. his usually mean and defiant demeanor torn down infront of his reddish-purple and black haired, make up wearing weirdo little twin brother..

-Sure.. I do… ok… wanna go ask mom? we should give the G’s a call and see if they do want to join!- Tom said smiling devilishly.. such as the small band he and his brother started was named…

-Race ya to her!- Bill said jumping off the couch and racing his brother to their mother and stepfather…

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Dr. Lecras – 25 FEb 2010- Islas Maldivos

Bill and Tom Kaulitz- year 2001?

Devilish- around 2001

Enjoy it!

Alma

PS: the picts was taken from other website, fandom and Tom Kaulitz’s blog. NO Copiright infringment intended.

“Noise…

… and made some Noise.”

Bill Kaulitz (taken from http://www.tokiohotel.com/de/#tom_kaulitz_blog/)

Tom Kaulitz (taken from http://www.tokiohotel.com/de/#tom_kaulitz_blog/)

The concert- pict taken by a fan.

Bill Kaulitz... *_*

Tom looks up at the huge crowd.. most of them.. ok.. a looot of them were female… he continued walking by, heading to the hotel.. guards at his flanks as he neared the loud and screaming crowds… papers, pictures, shirts.. all the sorts being thrust in his direction inhopes for his simple signature.. his heart swelled slightly at all the fans.. no matter how much hell they cause, there was no way in the world he couldn’t love them…

.. he reached into his back pocket.. pulling out a Black marker…he saw the tears the screams, the love.. a few hands grabbed his shirt.. his heart dropped and fear rose in him.. he was being dragged closer… his hand gripped the one that pulled him in, and forced them to let go.. he walked, and signed some of the merch quickly.. the guards rushing him to continue on to the hotel enterance.. all the girls crying and screaming, wanting more… Tom looked out into all of them smiling to them all with samer the grin that he always wore around them… but, then slowly turned his face solemly to the enterance… his heart dropping slowly as he made it past the door, and realized…

… that was the closest he’d get….. to finding real love.”

Dr. Lecras – 21st Feb 2010

Tom Kaulitz signing autographs - 20 Feb 2010

Thank you Dr. Lecras for the description of Tom’s signing infront of the hotel they stayed at last night.  Emotive words!

Alma

San Remo 19Feb2010

Dr. Lecras description of San Remo Tokio Hotel performance- 19 Fe b 2010

“About Tom Kaulitz, you can see how small beads of sweat trail down that neck past his shirt onto his defined and chiseled chest and abs as he strums notes on his guitar. Occassionally taking a breath and licking his lips.. biting his lip peircing as his eyes go half lidded and dark as twin sang his heart out in loud ringing breaths.. hitting each note and making his adrenaline run as he played in unison….Bill’s body tensing in excitement as the screaming crowd could be heard over his singing… his heart racing, and blood rushing… a blush staining his face slightly as he paused in the song to take a breath and look out into the audience…”

Dr. Lecras- 20Feb2010- Maldivos Islands

SanRemo 19Feb2010

Thank you Dr. Lecras for your inspiring deep point of view!

Alma